| Negotium Perambulans... E.F. Benson (1922)
 
 
 The casual tourist in West Cornwall may just possibly have noticed, as 
		he bowled along over the bare high plateau between Penzance and the 
		Land's End, a dilapidated signpost pointing down a steep lane and 
		bearing on its battered finger the faded inscription "Polearn 2 miles," 
		but probably very few have had the curiosity to traverse those two miles 
		in order to see a place to which their guide-books award so cursory a 
		notice. It is described there, in a couple of unattractive lines, as a 
		small fishing village with a church of no particular interest except for 
		certain carved and painted wooden panels (originally belonging to an 
		earlier edifice) which form an altar-rail. But the church at St. Creed 
		(the tourist is reminded) has a similar decoration far superior in point 
		of preservation and interest, and thus even the ecclesiastically 
		disposed are not lured to Polearn. So meagre a bait is scarce worth 
		swallowing, and a glance at the very steep lane which in dry weather 
		presents a carpet of sharp-pointed stones, and after rain a muddy 
		watercourse, will almost certainly decide him not to expose his motor or 
		his bicycle to risks like these in so sparsely populated a district. 
		Hardly a house has met his eye since he left Penzance, and the possible 
		trundling of a punctured bicycle for half a dozen weary miles seems a 
		high price to pay for the sight of a few painted panels.
 
 Polearn, therefore, even in the high noon of the tourist season, is 
		little liable to invasion, and for the rest of the year I do not suppose 
		that a couple of folk a day traverse those two miles (long ones at that) 
		of steep and stony gradient. I am not forgetting the postman in this 
		exiguous estimate, for the days are few when, leaving his pony and cart 
		at the top of the hill, he goes as far as the village, since but a few 
		hundred yards down the lane there stands a large white box, like a 
		sea-trunk, by the side of the road, with a slit for letters and a locked 
		door. Should he have in his wallet a registered letter or be the bearer 
		of a parcel too large for insertion in the square lips of the sea-trunk, 
		he must needs trudge down the hill and deliver the troublesome missive, 
		leaving it in person on the owner, and receiving some small reward of 
		coin or refreshment for his kindness.
 
 But such occasions are rare, and his general routine is to take out of 
		the box such letters as may have been deposited there, and insert in 
		their place such letters as he has brought. These will be called for, 
		perhaps that day or perhaps the next, by an emissary from the Polearn 
		post-office.
 
 
  As 
		for the fishermen of the place, who, in their export trade, constitute 
		the chief link of movement between Polearn and the outside world, they 
		would not dream of taking their catch up the steep lane and so, with six 
		miles farther of travel, to the market at Penzance. The sea route is 
		shorter and easier, and they deliver their wares to the pier-head. Thus, 
		though the sole industry of Polearn is sea-fishing, you will get no fish 
		there unless you have bespoken your requirements to one of the 
		fishermen. Back come the trawlers as empty as a haunted house, while 
		their spoils are in the fish-train that is speeding to London. 
 Such isolation of a little community, continued, as it has been, for 
		centuries, produces isolation in the individual as well, and nowhere 
		will you find greater independence of character than among the people of 
		Polearn. But they are linked together, so it has always seemed to me, by 
		some mysterious comprehension: it is as if they had all been initiated 
		into some ancient rite, inspired and framed by forces visible and 
		invisible. The winter storms that batter the coast, the vernal spell of 
		the spring, the hot, still summers, the season of rains and autumnal 
		decay, have made a spell which, line by line, has been communicated to 
		them, concerning the powers, evil and good, that rule the world, and 
		manifest themselves in ways benignant or terrible...
 
 I came to Polearn first at the age of ten, a small boy, weak and sickly, 
		and threatened with pulmonary trouble. My father's business kept him in 
		London, while for me abundance of fresh air and a mild climate were 
		considered essential conditions if I was to grow to manhood. His sister 
		had married the vicar of Polearn, Richard Bolitho, himself native to the 
		place, and so it came about that I spent three years, as a paying guest, 
		with my relations. Richard Bolitho owned a fine house in the place, 
		which he inhabited in preference to the vicarage, which he let to a 
		young artist, John Evans, on whom the spell of Polearn had fallen for 
		from year's beginning to year's end he never let it. There was a solid 
		roofed shelter, open on one side to the air, built for me in the garden, 
		and here I lived and slept, passing scarcely one hour out of the 
		twenty-four behind walls and windows. I was out on the bay with the 
		fisher-folk, or wandering along the gorse-clad cliffs that climbed 
		steeply to right and left of the deep combe where the village lay, or 
		pottering about on the pier-head, or bird's-nesting in the bushes with 
		the boys of the village.
 
 Except on Sunday and for the few daily hours of my lessons, I might do 
		what I pleased so long as I remained in the open air. About the lessons 
		there was nothing formidable; my uncle conducted me through flowering 
		bypaths among the thickets of arithmetic, and made pleasant excursions 
		into the elements of Latin grammar, and above all, he made me daily give 
		him an account, in clear and grammatical sentences, of what had been 
		occupying my mind or my movements. Should I select to tell him about a 
		walk along the cliffs, my speech must be orderly, not vague, slip-shod 
		notes of what I had observed. In this way, too, he trained my 
		observation, for he would bid me tell him what flowers were in bloom, 
		and what birds hovered fishing over the sea or were building in the 
		bushes. For that I owe him a perennial gratitude, for to observe and to 
		express my thoughts in the clear spoken word became my life's 
		profession.
 
 But far more formidable than my weekday tasks was the prescribed routine 
		for Sunday.
 
 Some dark embers compounded of Calvinism and mysticism smouldered in my 
		uncle's soul, and made it a day of terror. His sermon in the morning 
		scorched us with a foretaste of the eternal fires reserved for 
		unrepentant sinners, and he was hardly less terrifying at the children's 
		service in the afternoon. Well do I remember his exposition of the 
		doctrine of guardian angels. A child, he said, might think himself 
		secure in such angelic care, but let him beware of committing any of 
		those numerous offences which would cause his guardian to turn his face 
		from him, for as sure as there were angels to protect us, there were 
		also evil and awful presences which were ready to pounce; and on them he 
		dwelt with peculiar gusto. Well, too, do I remember in the morning 
		sermon his commentary on the carved panels of the altar-rails to which I 
		have already alluded.
 
 There was the angel of the Annunciation there, and the angel of the 
		Resurrection, but not less was there the witch of Endor, and, on the 
		fourth panel, a scene that concerned me most of all.
 
 This fourth panel (he came down from his pulpit to trace its time-worn 
		features) represented the lych-gate of the church-yard at Polearn 
		itself, and indeed the resemblance when thus pointed out was remarkable. 
		In the entry stood the figure of a robed priest holding up a Cross, with 
		which he faced a terrible creature like a gigantic slug, that reared 
		itself up in front of him. That, so ran my uncle's interpretation, was 
		some evil agency, such as he had spoken about to us children, of almost 
		infinite malignity and power, which could alone be combated by firm 
		faith and a pure heart. Below ran the legend "Negotium perambulans in 
		tenebris" from the ninety-first Psalm. We should find it translated 
		there, "the pestilence that walketh in darkness," which but feebly 
		rendered the Latin. It was more deadly to the soul than any pestilence 
		that can only kill the body: it was the Thing, the Creature, the 
		Business that trafficked in the outer Darkness, a minister of God's 
		wrath on the unrighteous ....I could see, as he spoke, the looks which 
		the congregation exchanged with each other, and knew that his words were 
		evoking a surmise, a remembrance. Nods and whispers passed between them, 
		they understood to what he alluded, and with the inquisitiveness of 
		boyhood I could not rest till I had wormed the story out of my friends 
		among the fisher-boys, as, next morning, we sat basking and naked in the 
		sun after our bathe. One knew one bit of it, one another, but it pieced 
		together into a truly alarming legend. In bald outline it was as 
		follows:
 
 A church far more ancient than that in which my uncle terrified us every 
		Sunday had once stood not three hundred yards away, on the shelf of 
		level ground below the quarry from which its stones were hewn. The owner 
		of the land had pulled this down, and erected for himself a house on the 
		same site out of these materials, keeping, in a very ecstasy of 
		wickedness, the altar, and on this he dined and played dice afterwards. 
		But as he grew old some black melancholy seized him, and he would have 
		lights burning there all night, for he had deadly fear of the darkness. 
		On one winter evening there sprang up such a gale as was never before 
		known, which broke in the windows of the room where he had supped, and 
		extinguished the lamps. Yells of terror brought in his servants, who 
		found him lying on the floor with the blood streaming from his throat. 
		As they entered some huge black shadow seemed to move away from him, 
		crawled across the floor and up the wall and out of the broken window.
 
 "There he lay a-dying," said the last of my informants, "and him that 
		had been a great burly man was withered to a bag o' skin, for the 
		critter had drained all the blood from him. His last breath was a 
		scream, and he hollered out the same words as passon read off the 
		screen."
 
 "Negotium perambulans in tenebris," I suggested eagerly.
 
 "Thereabouts. Latin anyhow."
 
 "And after that?" I asked.
 
 "Nobody would go near the place, and the old house rotted and fell in 
		ruins till three years ago, when along comes Mr. Dooliss from Penzance, 
		and built the half of it up again. But he don't care much about such 
		critters, nor about Latin neither. He takes his bottle of whisky a day 
		and gets drunk's a lord in the evening. Eh, I'm gwine home to my 
		dinner."
 
 Whatever the authenticity of the legend, I had certainly heard the truth 
		about Mr. Dooliss from Penzance, who from that day became an object of 
		keen curiosity on my part, the more so because the quarry-house adjoined 
		my uncle's garden. The Thing that walked in the dark failed to stir my 
		imagination, and already I was so used to sleeping alone in my shelter 
		that the night had no terrors for me. But it would be intensely exciting 
		to wake at some timeless hour and hear Mr. Dooliss yelling, and 
		conjecture that the Thing had got him.
 
 But by degrees the whole story faded from my mind, overscored by the 
		more vivid interests of the day, and, for the last two years of my 
		out-door life in the vicarage garden, I seldom thought about Mr. Dooliss 
		and the possible fate that might await him for his temerity in living in 
		the place where that Thing of darkness had done business. Occasionally I 
		saw him over the garden fence, a great yellow lump of a man, with slow 
		and staggering gait, but never did I set eyes on him outside his gate, 
		either in the village street or down on the beach. He interfered with 
		none, and no one interfered with him. If he wanted to run the risk of 
		being the prey of the legendary nocturnal monster, or quietly drink 
		himself to death, it was his affair. My uncle, so I gathered, had made 
		several attempts to see him when first he came to live at Polearn, but 
		Mr. Dooliss appeared to have no use for parsons, but said he was not at 
		home and never returned the call.
 
 After three years of sun, wind, and rain, I had completely outgrown my 
		early symptoms and had become a tough, strapping youngster of thirteen. 
		I was sent to Eton and Cambridge, and in due course ate my dinners and 
		became a barrister. In twenty years from that time I was earning a 
		yearly income of five figures, and had already laid by in sound 
		securities a sum that brought me dividends which would, for one of my 
		simple tastes and frugal habits, supply me with all the material 
		comforts I needed on this side of the grave. The great prizes of my 
		profession were already within my reach, but I had no ambition beckoning 
		me on, nor did I want a wife and children, being, I must suppose, a 
		natural celibate. In fact there was only one ambition which through 
		these busy years had held the lure of blue and far-off hills to me, and 
		that was to get back to Polearn, and live once more isolated from the 
		world with the sea and the gorse-clad hills for play-fellows, and the 
		secrets that lurked there for exploration. The spell of it had been 
		woven about my heart, and I can truly say that there had hardly passed a 
		day in all those years in which the thought of it and the desire for it 
		had been wholly absent from my mind. Though I had been in frequent 
		communication with my uncle there during his lifetime, and, after his 
		death, with his widow who still lived there, I had never been back to it 
		since I embarked on my profession, for I knew that if I went there, it 
		would be a wrench beyond my power to tear myself away again. But I had 
		made up my mind that when once I had provided for my own independence, I 
		would go back there not to leave it again. And yet I did leave it again, 
		and now nothing in the world would induce me to turn down the lane from 
		the road that leads from Penzance to the Land's End, and see the sides 
		of the combe rise steep above the roofs of the village and hear the 
		gulls chiding as they fish in the bay. One of the things invisible, of 
		the dark powers, leaped into light, and I saw it with my eyes.
 
 The house where I had spent those three years of boyhood had been left 
		for life to my aunt, and when I made known to her my intention of coming 
		back to Polearn, she suggested that, till I found a suitable house or 
		found her proposal unsuitable, I should come to live with her.
 
 "The house is too big for a lone old woman," she wrote, "and I have 
		often thought of quitting and taking a little cottage sufficient for me 
		and my requirements. But come and share it, my dear, and if you find me 
		troublesome, you or I can go. You may want solitude — most people in 
		Polearn do — and will leave me. Or else I will leave you: one of the 
		main reasons of my stopping here all these years was a feeling that I 
		must not let the old house starve. Houses starve, you know, if they are 
		not lived in. They die a lingering death; the spirit in them grows 
		weaker and weaker, and at last fades out of them. Isn't this nonsense to 
		your London notions?..."
 
 Naturally I accepted with warmth this tentative arrangement, and on an 
		evening in June found myself at the head of the lane leading down to 
		Polearn, and once more I descended into the steep valley between the 
		hills. Time had stood still apparently for the combe, the dilapidated 
		signpost (or its successor) pointed a rickety finger down the lane, and 
		a few hundred yards farther on was the white box for the exchange of 
		letters. Point after remembered point met my eye, and what I saw was not 
		shrunk, as is often the case with the revisited scenes of childhood, 
		into a smaller scale. There stood the post-office, and there the church 
		and close beside it the vicarage, and beyond, the tall shrubberies which 
		separated the house for which I was bound from the road, and beyond that 
		again the grey roofs of the quarry-house damp and shining with the moist 
		evening wind from the sea. All was exactly as I remembered it, and, 
		above all, that sense of seclusion and isolation. Somewhere above the 
		tree-tops climbed the lane which joined the main road to Penzance, but 
		all that had become immeasurably distant. The years that had passed 
		since last I turned in at the well-known gate faded like a frosty 
		breath, and vanished in this warm, soft air. There were law-courts 
		somewhere in memory's dull book which, if I cared to turn the pages, 
		would tell me that I had made a name and a great income there. But the 
		dull book was closed now, for I was back in Polearn, and the spell was 
		woven around me again.
 
 And if Polearn was unchanged, so too was Aunt Hester, who met me at the 
		door. Dainty and china-white she had always been, and the years had not 
		aged but only refined her. As we sat and talked after dinner she spoke 
		of all that had happened in Polearn in that score of years, and yet 
		somehow the changes of which she spoke seemed but to confirm the 
		immutability of it all. As the recollection of names came back to me, I 
		asked her about the quarry-house and Mr. Dooliss, and her face gloomed a 
		little as with the shadow of a cloud on a spring day.
 
 "Yes, Mr. Dooliss," she said, "poor Mr. Dooliss, how well I remember 
		him, though it must be ten years and more since he died. I never wrote 
		to you about it, for it was all very dreadful, my dear, and I did not 
		want to darken your memories of Polearn. Your uncle always thought that 
		something of the sort might happen if he went on in his wicked, drunken 
		ways, and worse than that, and though nobody knew exactly what took 
		place, it was the sort of thing that might have been anticipated."
 
 "But what more or less happened, Aunt Hester?" I asked.
 
 "Well, of course I can't tell you everything, for no one knew it. But he 
		was a very sinful man, and the scandal about him at Newlyn was shocking. 
		And then he lived, too, in the quarry-house...I wonder if by any chance 
		you remember a sermon of your uncle's when he got out of the pulpit and 
		explained that panel in the altar-rails, the one, I mean, with the 
		horrible creature rearing itself up outside the lych-gate?"
 
 "Yes, I remember perfectly," said I.
 
 "Ah. It made an impression on you, I suppose, and so it did on all who 
		heard him, and that impression got stamped and branded on us all when 
		the catastrophe occurred. Somehow Mr.Dooliss got to hear about your 
		uncle's sermon, and in some drunken fit he broke into the church and 
		smashed the panel to atoms. He seems to have thought that there was some 
		magic in it, and that if he destroyed that he would get rid of the 
		terrible fate that was threatening him. For I must tell you that before 
		he committed that dreadful sacrilege he had been a haunted man: he hated 
		and feared darkness, for he thought that the creature on the panel was 
		on his track, but that as long as he kept lights burning it could not 
		touch him. But the panel, to his disordered mind, was the root of his 
		terror, and so, as I said, he broke into the church and attempted — you 
		will see why I said 'attempted' — to destroy it. It certainly was found 
		in splinters next morning, when your uncle went into church for matins, 
		and knowing Mr. Dooliss's fear of the panel, he went across to the 
		quarry-house afterwards and taxed him with its destruction. The man 
		never denied it; he boasted of what he had done. There he sat, though it 
		was early morning, drinking his whisky.
 
 "'I've settled your Thing for you,' he said, 'and your sermon too. A fig 
		for such superstitions.' "Your uncle left him without answering his 
		blasphemy, meaning to go straight into Penzance and give information to 
		the police about this outrage to the church, but on his way back from 
		the quarry-house he went into the church again, in order to be able to 
		give details about the damage, and there in the screen was the panel, 
		untouched and uninjured. And yet he had himself seen it smashed, and Mr. 
		Dooliss had confessed that the destruction of it was his work. But there 
		it was, and whether the power of God had mended it or some other power, 
		who knows?"
 
 This was Polearn indeed, and it was the spirit of Polearn that made me 
		accept all Aunt Hester was telling me as attested fact. It had happened 
		like that. She went on in her quiet voice.
 
 "Your uncle recognised that some power beyond police was at work, and he 
		did not go to Penzance or give informations about the outrage, for the 
		evidence of it had vanished." A sudden spate of scepticism swept over 
		me.
 
 "There must have been some mistake," I said. "It hadn't been broken..."
 
 She smiled.
 
 "Yes, my dear, but you have been in London so long," she said. "Let me, 
		anyhow, tell you the rest of my story. That night, for some reason, I 
		could not sleep. It was very hot and airless; I dare say you will think 
		that the sultry conditions accounted for my wakefulness. Once and again, 
		as I went to the window to see if I could not admit more air, I could 
		see from it the quarry-house, and I noticed the first time that I left 
		my bed that it was blazing with lights. But the second time I saw that 
		it was all in darkness, and as I wondered at that, I heard a terrible 
		scream, and the moment afterwards the steps of someone coming at full 
		speed down the road outside the gate. He yelled as he ran; 'Light, 
		light!' he called out. 'Give me light, or it will catch me!' It was very 
		terrible to hear that, and I went to rouse my husband, who was sleeping 
		in the dressing-room across the passage. He wasted no time, but by now 
		the whole village was aroused by the screams, and when he got down to 
		the pier he found that all was over. The tide was low, and on the rocks 
		at its foot was lying the body of Mr. Dooliss. He must have cut some 
		artery when he fell on those sharp edges of stone, for he had bled to 
		death, they thought, and though he was a big burly man, his corpse was 
		but skin and bones. Yet there was no pool of blood round him, such as 
		you would have expected. Just skin and bones as if every drop of blood 
		in his body had been sucked out of him!"
 
 She leaned forward.
 
 "You and I, my dear, know what happened," she said, "or at least can 
		guess. God has His instruments of vengeance on those who bring 
		wickedness into places that have been holy. Dark and mysterious are His 
		ways."
 
 Now what I should-have thought of such a story if it had been told me in 
		London I can easily imagine. There was such an obvious explanation: the 
		man in question had been a drunkard, what wonder if the demons of 
		delirium pursued him? But here in Polearn it was different.
 
 "And who is in the quarry-house now?" I asked. "Years ago the 
		fisher-boys told me the story of the man who first built it and of his 
		horrible end. And now again it has happened. Surely no one has ventured 
		to inhabit it once more?"
 
 I saw in her face, even before I asked that question, that somebody had 
		done so.
 
 "Yes, it is lived in again," said she, "for there is no end to the 
		blindness... I don't know if you remember him. He was tenant of the 
		vicarage many years ago."
 
 "John Evans," said I.
 
 "Yes. Such a nice fellow he was too. Your uncle was pleased to get so 
		good a tenant. And now— She rose.
 
 "Aunt Hester, you shouldn't leave your sentences unfinished," I said.
 
 She shook her head.
 
 "My dear, that sentence will finish itself," she said. "But what a time 
		of night! I must go to bed, and you too, or they will think we have to 
		keep lights burning here through the dark hours."
 
 Before getting into bed I drew my curtains wide and opened all the 
		windows to the warm tide of the sea air that flowed softly in. Looking 
		out into the garden I could see in the moonlight the roof of the 
		shelter, in which for three years I had lived, gleaming with dew. That, 
		as much as anything, brought back the old days to which I had now 
		returned, and they seemed of one piece with the present, as if no gap of 
		more than twenty years sundered them. The two flowed into one like 
		globules of mercury uniting into a softly shining globe, of mysterious 
		lights and reflections.
 
 Then, raising my eyes a little, I saw against the black hill-side the 
		windows of the quarry-house still alight.
 
 Morning, as is so often the case, brought no shattering of my illusion. 
		As I began to regain consciousness, I fancied that I was a boy again 
		waking up in the shelter in the garden, and though, as I grew more 
		widely awake, I smiled at the impression, that on which it was based I 
		found to be indeed true. It was sufficient now as then to be here, to 
		wander again on the cliffs, and hear the popping of the ripened 
		seed-pods on the gorse-bushes; to stray along the shore to the 
		bathing-cove, to float and drift and swim in the warm tide, and bask on 
		the sand, and watch the gulls fishing, to lounge on the pier-head with 
		the fisher-folk, to see in their eyes and hear in their quiet speech the 
		evidence of secret things not so much known to them as part of their 
		instincts and their very being. There were powers and presences about 
		me; the white poplars that stood by the stream that babbled down the 
		valley knew of them, and showed a glimpse of their knowledge sometimes, 
		like the gleam of their white underleaves; the very cobbles that paved 
		the street were soaked in it. All that I wanted was to lie there and 
		grow soaked in it too; unconsciously, as a boy, I had done that, but now 
		the process must be conscious. I must know what stir of forces, fruitful 
		and mysterious, seethed along the hill-side at noon, and sparkled at 
		night on the sea. They could be known, they could even be controlled by 
		those who were masters of the spell, but never could they be spoken of, 
		for they were dwellers in the innermost, grafted into the eternal life 
		of the world. There were dark secrets as well as these clear, kindly 
		powers, and to these no doubt belonged the negotium perambulans in 
		tenebris which, though of deadly malignity, might be regarded not only 
		as evil, but as the avenger of sacrilegious and impious deeds... All 
		this was part of the spell of Polearn, of which the seeds had long lain 
		dormant in me. But now they were sprouting, and who knew what strange 
		flower would unfold on their stems?
 
 It was not long before I came across John Evans. One morning, as I lay 
		on the beach, there came shambling across the sand a man stout and 
		middle-aged with the face of Silenus. He paused as he drew near and 
		regarded me from narrow eyes.
 
 "Why, you're the little chap that used to live in the parson's garden," 
		he said. "Don't you recognise me?"
 
 I saw who it was when he spoke: his voice, I think, instructed me, and 
		recognising it, I could see the features of the strong, alert young man 
		in this gross caricature.
 
 "Yes, you're John Evans," I said. "You used to be very kind to me: you 
		used to draw pictures for me."
 
 "So I did, and I'll draw you some more. Been bathing? That's a risky 
		performance. You never know what lives in the sea, nor what lives on the 
		land for that matter. Not that I heed them.
 
 I stick to work and whisky. God! I've learned to paint since I saw you, 
		and drink too for that matter. I live in the quarry-house, you know, and 
		it's a powerful thirsty place. Come and have a look at my things if 
		you're passing. Staying with your aunt, are you? I could do a wonderful 
		portrait of her. Interesting face; she knows a lot. People who live at 
		Polearn get to know a lot, though I don't take much stock in that sort 
		of knowledge myself."
 
 I do not know when I have been at once so repelled and interested. 
		Behind the mere grossness of his face there lurked something which, 
		while it appalled, yet fascinated me. His thick lisping speech had the 
		same quality. And his paintings, what would they be like? ...
 
 "I was just going home," I said. "I'll gladly come in, if you'll allow 
		me."
 
 He took me through the untended and overgrown garden into the house 
		which I had never yet entered. A great grey cat was sunning itself in 
		the window, and an old woman was laying lunch in a corner of the cool 
		hall into which the door opened. It was built of stone, and the carved 
		mouldings let into the walls, the fragments of gargoyles and sculptured 
		images, bore testimony to the truth of its having been built out of the 
		demolished church. In one corner was an oblong and carved wooden table 
		littered with a painter's apparatus and stacks of canvases leaned 
		against the walls.
 
 He jerked his thumb towards a head of an angel that was built into the 
		mantelpiece and giggled.
 
 "Quite a sanctified air," he said, "so we tone it down for the purposes 
		of ordinary life by a different sort of art. Have a drink? No? Well, 
		turn over some of my pictures while I put myself to rights."
 
 He was justified in his own estimate of his skill: he could paint (and 
		apparently he could paint anything), but never have I seen pictures so 
		inexplicably hellish. There were exquisite studies of trees, and you 
		knew that something lurked in the flickering shadows. There was a 
		drawing of his cat sunning itself in the window, even as I had just now 
		seen it, and yet it was no cat but some beast of awful malignity. There 
		was a boy stretched naked on the sands, not human, but some evil thing 
		which had come out of the sea. Above all there were pictures of his 
		garden overgrown and jungle-like, and you knew that in the bushes were 
		presences ready to spring out on you ...
 
 "Well, do you like my style?" he said as he came up, glass in hand. (The 
		tumbler of spirits that he held had not been diluted.) "I try to paint 
		the essence of what I see, not the mere husk and skin of it, but its 
		nature, where it comes from and what gave it birth. There's much in 
		common between a cat and a fuchsia-bush if you look at them closely 
		enough. Everything came out of the slime of the pit, and it's all going 
		back there. I should like to do a picture of you some day. I'd hold the 
		mirror up to Nature, as that old lunatic said."
 
 After this first meeting I saw him occasionally throughout the months of 
		that wonderful summer. Often he kept to his house and to his painting 
		for days together, and then perhaps some evening I would find him 
		lounging on the pier, always alone, and every time we met thus the 
		repulsion and interest grew, for every time he seemed to have gone 
		farther along a path of secret knowledge towards some evil shrine where 
		complete initiation awaited him... And then suddenly the end came.
 
 I had met him thus one evening on the cliffs while the October sunset 
		still burned in the sky, but over it with amazing rapidity there spread 
		from the west a great blackness of cloud such as I have never seen for 
		denseness. The light was sucked from the sky, the dusk fell in ever 
		thicker layers. He suddenly became conscious of this.
 
 "I must get back as quick as I can," he said. "It will be dark in a few 
		minutes, and my servant is out. The lamps will not be lit."
 
 He stepped out with extraordinary briskness for one who shambled and 
		could scarcely lift his feet, and soon broke out into a stumbling run. 
		In the gathering darkness I could see that his face was moist with the 
		dew of some unspoken terror.
 
 "You must come with me," he panted, "for so we shall get the lights 
		burning the sooner. I cannot do without light."
 
 I had to exert myself to the full to keep up with him, for terror winged 
		him, and even so I fell behind, so that when I came to the garden gate, 
		he was already half-way up the path to the house.
 
 I saw him enter, leaving the door wide, and found him fumbling with 
		matches. But his hand so trembled that he could not transfer the light 
		to the wick of the lamp..."But what's the hurry about?" I asked.
 
 Suddenly his eyes focused themselves on the open door behind me, and he 
		jumped from his seat beside the table which had once been the altar of 
		God, with a gasp and a scream.
 
 "No, no!" he cried. "Keep it off! ..."
 
 I turned and saw what he had seen. The Thing had entered and now was 
		swiftly sliding across the floor towards him, like some gigantic 
		caterpillar. A stale phosphorescent light came from it, for though the 
		dusk had grown to blackness outside, I could see it quite distinctly in 
		the awful light of its own presence. From it too there came an odour of 
		corruption and decay, as from slime that has long lain below water. It 
		seemed to have no head, but on the front of it was an orifice of 
		puckered skin which opened and shut and slavered at the edges. It was 
		hairless, and slug-like in shape and in texture. As it advanced its 
		fore-part reared itself from the ground, like a snake about to strike, 
		and it fastened on him ...
 
 At that sight, and with the yells of his agony in my ears, the panic 
		which had struck me relaxed into a hopeless courage, and with palsied, 
		impotent hands I tried to lay hold of the Thing.
 
 But I could not: though something material was there, it was impossible 
		to grasp it; my hands sunk in it as in thick mud. It was like wrestling 
		with a nightmare.
 
 I think that but a few seconds elapsed before all was over. The screams 
		of the wretched man sank to moans and mutterings as the Thing fell on 
		him: he panted once or twice and was still. For a moment longer there 
		came gurglings and sucking noises, and then it slid out even as it had 
		entered. I lit the lamp which he had fumbled with, and there on the 
		floor he lay, no more than a rind of skin in loose folds over projecting 
		bones.
 
   An inspiration to HP Lovecraft, 'Negotium 
		Perambulans...' was first published in 1922 in Hutchinsons 
		Magazine then in 1923 as part of the collection of short stories: 
		'Visible and Invisible'. E.P. Benson (1867-1940) was son of the Bishop 
		of Truro. |